The Unfortunate Beginning of 3rd Semester Break...

Hey guys, so here I am, Bintulu at last...
Home sweet home...
(even though I’ve been here since last week...)

My final exam schedule, glad it's over, phew~...

Dusty bag, after almost 5 months in Polytech...

Well, what can I say, it’s good to be home again... My family moved to Taman Li Hua recently, and so I finally got my own room...
^__^
Nothing much in here yet, gotta spend a bit to decorate it soon...

“SPEND”
That’s a nasty word for me now, wanna know why..?
I’m POKAI...!
(p/s: means no money...)
Well, I’m in a bit troubles these few days.
Unlucky, to be short...

Why...?
1. My cellphone damaged after almost 2 years of usage, the ribbons connecting the motherboard and the screen torn. I hate slide cellphone... I wonder why I bought it before, haizz~... too late to regret...

My damaged Nokia X3, R.I.P

2. Because of the damaged cellphone, I encounter financial problem. I wanted to buy a new cellphone but money was too cruel towards me...
3. Haven’t paid my broadband yet, and so my internet connection slowed...
4. My grandpa got sick and sent to Kuching for further body inspections, hope he’ll be fine, and of course that’ll cost a bit too...
5. The place I used to work before, Blue Sky Mobile, there’s someone who took over my place, and so I can’t work there anymore...

Grandpa got sick + Broadband haven’t paid + Damaged cellphone + No work =
WHERE THE HELL I’LL FIND MONEY TO BUY A NEW CELLPHONE THEN...??!!!

Arrgghhh~...! (p/s: Edited by me...)
>,<

Desires all around me, my stuffs in my “To-Buy List” are getting more and more...
What am I going to do...?

What an unlucky start for my semester break...
huu~...
Hope I’ll be luckier soon, amen~...

It's good to be home...
^__^

Every Life Have Their Own Stories...

“Each person in this world was borned in different ways.
So do their stories behind their smiles...”
Is there anyone who gets the ideas about the statement above yet before I proceed...?
I guess not many will know...
Well, it’s my bad though. Pretending to be like Shakespeare all the time, keeping deep secrets in complicated sentences...
(I’m not as good as him though, coz I don’t think my English is good enough to be compared to his...)

So here it is.
I actually had a bad time here lately, I dunno whether it is my bad or what, so do lemme share it here...

I’m just an ordinary Chinese+Kayan boy, not to say I’m a very good person but I do think I got a lil bit of good moralities in me, somehow...
In Politeknik Mukah Sarawak (PMU),
the place I’m currently studying, I’m a class monitor of my class since the past 1 and a half year.
So basically, I knew a bit on how to be a good leader... just a bit, though...
(Coz I’ve read lots of articles for this 1, but I know I still got a lot to learn...)

From the very 1^st time, I’ve knew that being a leader, you must care about your apprentices...
“CARE”
That’s what I kept in my mind since I was very young...

“Ah Boy, when you grow up, be a good person... Don’t be like daddy... Daddy smoke, daddy drinks and daddy hurts your mum a lot. Be nice to whoever appeared in your life and someday, more and more people will be nice to you too...”
Dad spoke this to me when I was around 5 or something, I still remember it.

... and up until these days, I’m still trying to keep those moralities in me as I’m the leader of the class...
So before I proceed, is it wrong if I’m trying to convince my friends to study for the final examination...?
Well, I know I’ve disrespect their privacies though, but what I’m doing now is for their good sakes too... I’ll just care bout them in here, I won’t mind if they’re f**ked up out there, it’s their life, not mine...
JUST IN HERE, that’s all...

I don’t have much friends in here, well there’s a few that I really trusted, but there’s 1 guy who I think I’m comfortable to be with...
(I’m not a gay by the way...)
The good thing I like when I’m with him is we’re able to create dozens of jokes in whatever we spoke together, laughing out loud all the times.


Until there’s 1 day, we didn’t spoke much to each other anymore...
Well, we’re too busy with assignments and reports, so I do understand bout that matter...
I don’t really mind to stay apart from him anyway, he has his own freedom to choose whoever he wanted to be close with... but there’s 1 thing I do concern about, his studies performances...
He’s kinda slacked a bit recently...

There’s another good and trusted friend of mine here, three of us were close, but recently, that close friend mine chose to be closer with him.
Well, I’m actually very glad that he managed to find his own friends and have a lot of fun rather than staying with me in the room, though...
... but having too much fun, will lead him into troubles someday, so I took my action, INDIRECTLY...

I posted a status on Facebook, telling the friend that he chose, so that he could be a good mentor for him so that he could stay on the correct path.
I’m not saying that this guy is bad and I’m not blaming him, I do respect him as a friend as well, but seems like no one understand the status I posted, many of them thought that I’m just being jealous that my friend left me.

Well, here’s the truth my friend...
That statuses I posted on Facebook, it just a piece of advice, I’m not intend to insult or blame any of you...
You can do anything you want out there but as a class leader, I have the right to help my friends to be successful in their studies in here...
Is that a wrong thing to do...???

That’s not the main point here...
After I posted those statuses, people judged me negatively, saying that I’m “too young” or “immature” to give instructions.
Well, that hurts me a lot...
Judging people, actually, we don’t have the right to judge any people around us unless we’ve gone through the pains that they’ve gone through, and of course “age” doesn’t matter in here;
the elder you are doesn’t mean that you’ve tasted the pain of the younger...
Look at every aspect before we judge the others, think whether or not what we’ll say is true coz it’ll hurt the others if it is false...

So before you judge me, do log into your Facebook, go to my Timeline and read about the pains that I’ve been through, if you’ve tasted all of them, then you can judge everything in me...
Well, that’s all I’ve wanted to say..
I hope, someone would understand after this post is read...

Preparing for FINAL EXAMINATION. goodluck my friends...