My Awesome Days of Midterm Break!

Well, all I can say,
this midterm break is the best break I'd ever had...
I thought I'll spend it alone, staying in the house & do nothing...

Spent half of the 1st day with my girl, watching Saw 1, damn that movie was creepy, haha.
Cooked together & had lunch together at my place.
It's been awhile & I'm very happy to see her, yup, still cute as always...
^__^

And, on the 2nd day, an adventurous yet tiring trip to Similajau's Trail...!
For those friends of mine who had no idea bout this place, well, it's 1 of the national park of Sarawak, guys...
Do come here & I'm willing to be your tour guide, haha...
XD

Before proceeding, lemme introduce the old friends I've mentioned earlier...

From the left to right:
Sweet couple of Michelle & Michael...
Crispin, assumed him as my brother, we've been through a lot since we're at secondary school.
Victor, the only 1 of us here who stepped his feet on Australia, loud applause for him...
Sheng Kang, funny dude... Our driver & GPS for the whole trip.
Kelvin, our pro photographer, thanks to him for his parking lots at home & his photoshoots.
Last but not least, the most quite friend among us, Chung Ming.
I'm the photographer for this photo, haha.

Came here with Sheng Kang's luxurious car, Toyota Estima, babeh~...

Parked outside Kelvin's house to park Kelvin's & Crispin's cars...
Lucky for us, we fits perfectly in this car.
Journey from here to Similajau took us about 45mins.

Upon arrival, we're the only group there, no sign of any other people...
=.=''' now that's kinda lame...
Victor, no leng lui for you lo, hahaha...


Went checking in at the counter, once again, some crazy photoshoots there, bahahaha~...

On the way to the office...


Took this 1 outside the office while Kelvin checking us in...

After a few while, we decided to go to the toilet before proceeding to the trail, since only Michelle is the girl:
What Michelle might think we do in the toilet, "GAY GANG BANG"
But what we actually do, THIS...

Mirrored photoshoot, hahaha... XD
(damn, the mirror is dirty...)



After spending about 10mins there, we departed to the trail...

The photographer for this 1 was Victor & he said:
"Just walk through, guys, what with that slow motion walking..?"
That was awesomely funny, though, hahaha...

We received a simple map from the office & there're few stations that we can stop by...
So, after some "time estimations" made, we decided to go to Turtle Beach II, which is 7km from the trail entrance, equivalent to 6hours of non-stop walking...
(are you kidding me..??!!!)

Went into the trail, gosh~, the pathway was damn wet & slippery...



This is how it looks like in there...
I thought it was a concrete pathway or something, but these came out & I was like,
"WHAT THE FREAK...??!!!"
Nevermind, then...

After a few while, poor Sheng Kang got his leg bitten by a leech, yes, blood sucking leech!

It looks hurt, but Sheng Kang was tough enough for that... =)

It's a jungle, lots of creepy crawlies inside, including this...

Kelvin saw this 1st, then we took the pictures of it...
Nice 1, Kelv... =D

After 5km of non-stop walking, we took a rest under a small hut...
Gosh~, we started to get exhausted...
This 1 stood rite outside the hut.


C'mon guys!!! 3km left to go...!!!
We past Turtle Beach I, nothing special there, just an ordinary looking beach...
So we started out journey again.
Few meters left, we saw a very gigantic tree & took some pictures with it...

Poor Crispin, another take please...?

Now that's better, thanks Michelle... =D

AND HERE WE ARE!!!
TURTLE BEACH II...!

Actually, it's nothing but just an ordinary looking beach...
What special about it is, every egg laying season, turtle will come out here & lay their eggs...
Unfortunately, we came at the wrong time, all we can see are waves & sands, that's all...





After a few while, we decided to go back before it gets darker...
Michael said, going back is the hardest moment that we'll face coz all of us were so exhausted...
Yes, what he said was true...
I can't stop screaming in there...
"I can't take it any longer..."

Michelle was the strongest among all of us, she never sighed...
*applause
=D

Here's the prove that we've traveled 7km by foot...

7km from the station + 7km from Turtle Beach II = 14km
We ROCK!!!

The best part started here,
Sheng Kang & Chung Ming left us earlier when we're about to arrive the station...
We're LOST in the middle of the jungle...
We walked at a wrong path & if we keep on moving, we'll have to travel another 1 or 2km to reach the entrance.
Time is getting late & it's getting dark...
Michael is getting exhausted, poor Michelle who get worried about him a lot...
In order to move quicker, Crispin carried him all the way to the entrance's bridge.
Lucky us, our cellphones are working, we called Sheng Kang for a correct path to move on.
We went back to the beginning of the separated junctions, gosh~, it was really tiring...

Once again, we're lucky coz we managed to reach the junction before it's getting dark, fuuhh~...
That's the end...

Changed our clothes & we went back home...
Thank you guys, it was a very exciting trip...
^______^

(gosh~, I think this is the longest post I'd ever wrote, hahaha...)

Relationship...? Pros & Cons...

Valentine's Day past...
Some celebrated, some doesn't...
Some thought it was a special day, some thought it was a day to resist...

Nowadays, some had sex on Valentine's day, some even killed themselves...
Why...?

I've watched a comedy video of Ryan Higa posted by a friend of mine, she's a freak fan of him though.
He says, no one needed a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy...
Is it...?
Sometimes, with second thought, I do feel the same...
Valentine's day is a day of LOVE sharing, and who says you must celebrate it with your boyfriend/girlfriend...?
(If you do have one...)
I have one, a very special girl, been together for 2 years & we skipped it for 2 years too...
Well, both were busy with studies & works, still we're happy with it...

14th February, each year, when you don't have your dates with you, why don't celebrate it with your family members then...? Your relatives...? And even your friends...?
Why must cried-out-loud of not having a special person with you...?

Well, everything happened in this world are God's decision.
Relationship...?

There's no such thingy as FOREVER ALONE...
Remember this, you still have 1 person that always watching over you...


Be strong, be patient...
We're still young, there are still a lot of stuffs we haven't discovered & experienced...
Here's a bit too share with...


Here's the conclusion...
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:
You're lucky coz not everybody out there have 1... Protect him/her, don't let them go, they're your responsibilities... Don't hurt 'em...
But, you'll have less time with your friends though...
You have to be smart in managing your time so that you won't hurt anybody...

If you're still single:
Lonely, of course...
Watching the others hand in hand really kills us sometimes...
But, the time is yours though, go n enjoy yourself...
There're lots of hot chicks out there, grab the chances!

I'm not a pro, but I just can't stand reading posts in Facebook about "FOREVER ALONE" stuffs...
Think the positive side, alrite guys...?
Chiaaooo~...

Remember Our Childhood...?

Missing childhood life...?
Who wouldn't...?
I'd always missing mine, every time when I'm feeling down & lonely...
I was like,
"How I wish I could return back to my childhood life, playing hide & seek with dad, playing cooking with mum..."
Really miss those moment, especially when you're the only attention in the family. What I mean is, you're the only child, so 100% attention will be pointed on you...

As for me, world nowadays might "kills" you if you can't stand the "games"...
Lies, hatred, misunderstanding, injuries, death...
They're all blended together, nothing could shake them off.
All we can do is, FACE IT...!

So, let's review our childhood life for some relaxations, shall we...?
I would love to share mine too...

 This is me, I'm not sure how old I was there... =P
Pear, my old time favourite fruit, haha.

 Me with my favorite rotan chair & my unfinished pear...
>,<

Have to admit it, I do love that rotan chair... haha...

 My baby-hood "friend", I can't even remember him now, huhuhu.

As I grew up, I still love that chair...
~>,<~

 Me & my mum... Lost my front tooth coz I was too naughty back then, haha..
XD

 This was my 1st time stepping my foot on KL's land,
I was with my parents...
Great memories there...

 Me & some of my cuzzies... Gosh~, my hair...
XP

Haha, that's it... Le me when I was young.
Mum said I was a very2 naughty boy...
Till there's 1 day, I fell of a chair & lost 2 of my front tooth, huhuhu.
T^T
Well, move on with my family...

 Mum, a great cook at my late father's work place...
She worked at the cafeteria where workers like my late father eat, there she met my late father...

 Here he is, tough fine man...
Used to be a hunter, then became a supervisor at logging camps...
Belaga, Bakun..
There were my places too...

 Mum again, took it at Genting Highland...

Dad... =') damn, he's tall...

Life is short, people dying...
Same goes to my father, God took him from me because He loved my father more than I do.
I'm sad, but still I grew stronger...
I had less memories with this man, but I wouldn't blame him for the lessons he had taught me & the happiness he gave my mum...
Dad, I still love you so much...
=')


This is the last time I sat beside my father...
I still remember the firm strong grip of his arm...
I'm missing you, dad...

Okay, enough with the sharing...
What I would like to share here is,
do love people around us, especially those who raised us since our birth...
They're irreplaceable...

Apologize to them as what we've done wrong coz 1 day, you'll regret if you didn't do so...
We will never know if tomorrow ever existed for us...

Enjoy life to the fullest with your family...
^_____^

Dream vs Reality

Hello, guys...! =D
Feewww~, just done my assignments, ran to my lappy to update this before I forgot the main topic...
>,<
Hahaha.

Have you guys seen 1 of my recent status on Facebook regarding "dream"...?
It sound, "Somehow, dreams ARE better than reality..."

Okay, here's the deal...
People might thought I got something wrong somewhere in my mind or whatsoever, but hey, I'm still mentally healthy alrite, haha.
I wrote it, because I do think that DREAMS ARE BETTER THAN REALITY in some ways...
Here's a short dialogue I would like to share with...

"Aku rasa mimpi lebih indah dari realiti..."
"Kenapa pula awak rasa begitu...?"
"Dunia ini penuh dengan penipuan & khayalan... Kadang-kala, tatkala aku bermimpi, aku rasa seperti aku berada di dunia sebenarku..."
"Aku rasa awak ni ada yang tak betul ni, awak demam ke...?"

There, people DO thought "us" were idiots or some crazy asses...
The main point is;
In our dream, we felt something that we never expected to feel before...
In our dream, we touched something that we never expected to touch before...
In our dream, we listened something that we never expected to listen before...

... and...
In the dream, we'll see someone that we wanted or never expect to see for a long time;
someone we admired,
someone we liked,
and even...
someone we loved,
either at past or present...

It's like when you missed someone a lot, you wanted to see him/her very badly but you couldn't...!
How sad is that...?
But if you're lucky, when you fall asleep and you started to dream, you'll see him/her in your dream...
Looking at you, or even talk to you...
Isn't that a wonderful moment even though it's just a dream...?
At least it cured you up a bit from your sadness & desperation, rite...?
Coz you know, that wouldn't be happening in reality, so why not just dream about it, rite...?

Okay, I won't talk about this crap without reasons, alrite..?
Well, I have to admit it & I know it's wrong, but yeah, missing someone, everybody does, rite..?
I've lost a lot of people I loved & I don't have to mention who they are, all I can say is they're once very important to me...
They left me because God loved them more that I do, so He took them away from me...
They left me because I was still a "kid", I know nothing about love...

and yeah, SOMEHOW I just can't stop thinking of them, you too, rite...?
DON'T LIE, I'm a normal human being too, I understand too...

But do remember 1 thing, guys... When you really missed your ex girlfriend/boyfriend, don't forget about people around you who loved you more than they do (I mean your ex..)
Don't hurt them just because of your bitter past, think positively, what past is past, keep moving on...

Player...?

Hey guys, happy February..
It's been awhile.
Damned busy with my works, assignments, presentations & programmes lately... Only now I have my very own "personal time", it's a very rare opportunity though..
Well, here it is, a perfect time to update this bloggie..

"PLAYER"
Do you have a friend, either a guy or a girl, who used to be very loyal to their loved one before, but then get hurt by those they deeply loved...?
Then they turned into a very "crazy" person...?
You know, flirting all around, playing & joking about so-called "love"...?

Well, here's a story of a guy.
He's nothing special but loyal... He was bornt in a moderate family and he's the only child in the family.
Grew up as a fine young man.
Fell in love with a girl like an ordinary guy used to, of course...
But the problem is, he's not an experienced lover. Shy...

As time past, the boy grew braver & he even confessed his feeling.
... and after a few weeks of waiting, he got the answer, a POSITIVE answer, and so the boy lived happily since then.

They've been together for years, till there's one day, the girl had to leave him for few months for programme. With tears, the boy let her go but still he waited patiently for those few months...
Eventhough,
bad news came, friends told him that she's not only having him as her lover, but there's another guy.

"No, she's not like that... I knew her..."
He said... but deep inside his heart, something just went so wrong...

Time past, the boy was left alone... The rumors were true...
Since then, he became a totally different boy.
Used to be a very quiet person & shy, but now a "catcher"...
Playing ladies just like a Nintendo games.
Who's fault is it...?
(I do need an answer for this though...)


Human & revenge...
Two elements that can't be seperated. It's nature...

If you had a friend like this, they actually needed someone, desperately...
"If they needed someone, why playing peoples' feeling then...?"

Yeah, I know, I'm not a pro to answer this type of question too...
Maybe because they've getting tired of being one-sided...?
Or maybe because they haven't found a perfect match..?
As for me,
they just wanted to be understand-ed, it's risky though, but if you're smart enough to handle this type of person, trust me, you've saved lots of people from being harmed...
Don't blame them, don't hate them.
Coz the more they're abandoned, the better their "games" will be...
He/she is a friend, guide them well & save the others...

Why am I saying all these craps...?
Because I'm once a player & I've been played as well...

Have you...?