Tuesday 29 May 2012

Do Believe That Hell & Heaven Existed...

"23 Minutes in Hell" by Bill Wiese

Well, just like the normal days I've been through...
What can I say, I'm just too bored with it.
Woke up in the morning, took a bath, took my breakfast, then sit in front of the laptop.
That's my daily common routines since I've came back for my semester break, YEAH, way too bored...
=____=

... and that's led me to this video...
Well, it's kinda long though, about 43 minutes in duration... but trust me,
THIS VIDEO IS WORTH WATCHING....!

For those who's kinda lazy to watch it, so here's a bit of explanations then...

This video is about a man named Bill Wiese who had a vision of being sent into hell by the God to experience himself on how terrible hell could be...
Within those 23 minutes, he witnessed himself how people was burnt with fire and tortured by beasts and demons.

At first, he was trapped in a prison, a prison that we won't be able to imagine on how filthy it could be...
In this video, he stated that the heat there was so unbearable but yet he's alive...
In real life, we can't even stand a 34'C of heat, imagine hell then...?
He also stated that he was thrown into a wall, cracked his bones and his flesh was torn too...
IMAGINE THAT...!

.. and that led him towards God, questions and answers occured there between them...
Why was he sent into hell...?
Why was he picked instead of anyone else...?
... and there's more why in there...

God only replied: "Because there's a lot who don't believe that hell existed, even My men doesn't believe it as well... and so I sent you in there, so that you'll experienced it yourself and you'll tell them how was it in there..."

Bill Wiese answered, "Why would I tell them about it...? They won't believe it, they might think I'm crazy to tell such things to them..."

God replied: "It's not your job to convince them, it's Mine... You'll just have to tell them..."

... and so, this man stood on the stage and tells us about hell...

It's way too far for us to imagine how cruel and terrible hell could be...
"Being good doesn't mean you'll go to heaven & being bad doesn't mean you'll go to hell... It's the relationship with Lord Jesus Christ that matter..."
Bill Wiese

Please, spare a lil time to watch the video... Trust me, it's worth watching...

Tuesday 22 May 2012

Mum... I'm Sorry...

It's not that I dislike you, mum...
It's not that I hate you too..
But there's sometimes, I can't accept the things you do...
Seems like you care bout your friends more than you care bout your own family...
I know you loves us, I know you always do, and I know you loves your friends as well, but please, family & friends are different.

You're getting old, mum.
Your white hairs are getting more and thicker, and you're getting weaker day by day...
As the youngest, I'm worried bout you the most, cause I still need you...
I need you, mum.

I can't imagine life without you.
Who on Earth will I be able to ask permissions to go out with...?
Who on Earth will I be able to say "Mum, I aced my final exams...!" with...?
Who on Earth will I be able to rely on with...?


I know 20yrs old isn't young anymore, mum, but still I need you staying beside me.
I want you to be beside me badly, because only that way will make me feel that my beloved mum is safe, I don't want anything harm to happen to you...

Each and every time you went out with your friends, I'm the one that worried bout you the most and I won't stop praying so that my mum will be alrite no matter where she is.

Including this nite, mum... You went out to help your friends with whatever spare parts you've mentioned just now, but you don't even ask my permission first. That's Miri, mum, it's about 220km from Bintulu, and it's dark to drive at nite...
I get mad just now because I'm worry about you, that's why I drove fast rite in front of your eyes, but then I realized how immature I was just now...
I'm so sorry, mum...
T^T
I promise I won't do that again, I swear I'll be a good son for you...

Take care out there, be home quick...
Safe and soundly...
I love you mum...

(cries...)

Thursday 17 May 2012

She's Still My Mum, Fantatic Mum...

I'm so emo rite now, just can't get to sleep...
I don't know what's in my head too, I'm so too confused...
... but there's 1 thing for sure, I miss my mum...

Came back to Bintulu from Politeknik Mukah on 2nd of May, I only managed to see her for few days, then she flew off to Kuching to bring my grandpa to the hospital there for further body inspections, he's sick...
A week later, she returned... I'm so glad even I didn't shows it up. I admit, I'm kinda ego in this kinda matter, I don't usually show my happy nor sad feelings in front of my mum, well there is sometimes though, just less...

When she returned, managed to talk to her, maybe just for a few days... but then I realized I can only hear her voices from my bedroom early, very early in the morning, then she'll be busy for the whole day,
WHOLE...
Either she's asleep or I'm asleep first at nite, so when can I have a quality times with her then...? Or maybe she's avoiding me coz I wanted to buy a new cellphone...?

Mum, I will try not to talk about cellphone with you but could you please stay at home and accompany me for a talk...???
I'll buy the cellphone with my own money, I know it's hard for you if I ask you to buy it for me, it's RM888.00, I understand that...

Please, mum.. I know friends are important but please, don't just listen to them whenever they're asking you out... coz at the end, I know nothing good is gonna happen, I'm the one who'll fetch you after that...
Alcohol, it's no longer a drinkable drink for your age, mum...
Stay at home with me, I beg you...
I hope you'll be able to know about this post, mum.. I'm just too shy to tell you all of these, I don't get used to it, so I'll just pray so that 1 day, God will tell you how much I love you...

... coz no matter what, you're still the one who suffered the pain of birthing me, you're still my mum...
My fantastic mum...!
God, please forgive her and bless her no matter where she is...

(she's not at home too tonite, huu~...)
My mum in mid 30's, this picture was taken in random hotel, I forgot the name... =/

This 1 was taken at Kuching, I also forgot the name for this place... I was too young to remember that time... ='(

Emo me... P/S: Old picture, ignore the big lips and imbalanced eyelids... =P

Thursday 10 May 2012

The Unfortunate Beginning of 3rd Semester Break...

Hey guys, so here I am, Bintulu at last...
Home sweet home...
(even though I’ve been here since last week...)
My final exam schedule, glad it's over, phew~...
Dusty bag, after almost 5 months in Polytech...
Well, what can I say, it’s good to be home again... My family moved to Taman Li Hua recently, and so I finally got my own room...
^__^
Nothing much in here yet, gotta spend a bit to decorate it soon...

“SPEND”
That’s a nasty word for me now, wanna know why..?
I’m POKAI...!
(p/s: means no money...)
Well, I’m in a bit troubles these few days.
Unlucky, to be short...

Why...?
1. My cellphone damaged after almost 2 years of usage, the ribbons connecting the motherboard and the screen torn. I hate slide cellphone... I wonder why I bought it before, haizz~... too late to regret...
My damaged Nokia X3, R.I.P
2. Because of the damaged cellphone, I encounter financial problem. I wanted to buy a new cellphone but money was too cruel towards me...
3. Haven’t paid my broadband yet, and so my internet connection slowed...
4. My grandpa got sick and sent to Kuching for further body inspections, hope he’ll be fine, and of course that’ll cost a bit too...
5. The place I used to work before, Blue Sky Mobile, there’s someone who took over my place, and so I can’t work there anymore...

Grandpa got sick + Broadband haven’t paid + Damaged cellphone + No work =
WHERE THE HELL I’LL FIND MONEY TO BUY A NEW CELLPHONE THEN...??!!!

Arrgghhh~...! (p/s: Edited by me...)
>,<
Desires all around me, my stuffs in my “To-Buy List” are getting more and more...
What am I going to do...?

What an unlucky start for my semester break...
huu~...
Hope I’ll be luckier soon, amen~...
It's good to be home...
^__^