Hey ya, guys...
It's been awhile, huh? Way too busy recently.
Anyway,
my blog has achieved 900 views!
Thanks a lot for the viewing, guys... I really appreciate it... =')
Huu~... yeah, a lot a lot of things happened recently..
Some of them really made me happy, but some of them........... I might have committed suicide if I'm not strong enough to overcome it.
Still, I stood still and try to move on as I should...!
What "things" happened...?
Well, I'm not sure if sharing it here is a correct thing to do... but really, keeping it alone really hurts me even more...
Have you guys ever encountered any complicated family crisis...?
Yeah, a really complicated one...
Well, let's just move on to my stories...
...
"It's okay, let's just drink... my children will look for me if I'm drunk..."
How would you feel when your own mother said so to her friends...?
Yeah, at first I was like, "Oh well, whatever..." but then, "No, this isn't rite... Something is not rite..."
I dunno but somehow I felt so uncomfortable with it.
I'm just too worried about her, I don't want her to be this way... There should be another way to overcome stressful situations instead of consuming alcohols...
Oh, by the way, stressful situations...???
Why didn't she find us for solutions or helps then...? Does her friends really help her by that way...?
Mum, you're not young anymore... Please stop doing this...
Dad wouldn't be happy to see this if he's still here, but still he's watching over us from afar.
How could you not aware of that...?
I'm just worried bout your health...
At your age, you should just stay at home and rest... Plant some flowers and breed some pets instead. Isn't that even relaxing...?
It's not that I'm forbidding you to drink but you'll over thinking after you get drunk, and you even drive.
How could I not worried..?
Think about it, mum...
Please, someone, if I died young and if you knew my mum, please tell her this...
I LOVE HER...I really wish that you could change, mum... I'll pray for it...
...
"Please, fetch me to work, do that do this... bla.. bla.. bla.. Don't count on mum, she's useless and hopeless..."
Yeah, this 1 is a story of another bastard in my family that really breaks my heart to even think about it...
When I listened to this every freakin' time I fetch my bro,
I was like,
"If you know our mum is that kinda person, why count on her then...??!
Look at yourself, you're freakin' 30 years old and you even got 3 children, why can't you think by your own brain...?? You should be able to think better than me, I'm just a 20 years old amateur..!"
Dear brother... you're fortunate to still be able to walk on your own feet, why can't you find your own way of living then...? Why can't you take eldest brother as your example...? Look at him now, he lived happily with his family without even troubling us. Look at sis, she got a caring husband, she lived by herself without troubling mum too... but why the hell can't you then...??!!!
Did you know, because of you, I'm the one that suffered the most...!
I have to comfort mum with my own way, you know it yourself that I'm not a good talker...
I have to tell stepdad that mum will be alrite and stop worrying bout her...
Worse thing is, I'm working part time, bro..
Do you know how hard it is to work for free in the daylight and work hardly at nite for just RM15-RM20...?
I worked so I won't trouble mum for my car fuel and my daily expenses..
Why can't you see that...???
Get a life, man...!
Huu~...
Please, dear family... This is not what I'm expecting of...
Why can't we be as happy as other family does...?
Healthy and cheerful...
Is that impossible for you guys...???
Please, please get a better life...
I beg you guys...!
Anyway,
my blog has achieved 900 views!
Thanks a lot for the viewing, guys... I really appreciate it... =')
Huu~... yeah, a lot a lot of things happened recently..
Some of them really made me happy, but some of them........... I might have committed suicide if I'm not strong enough to overcome it.
Still, I stood still and try to move on as I should...!
What "things" happened...?
Well, I'm not sure if sharing it here is a correct thing to do... but really, keeping it alone really hurts me even more...
Have you guys ever encountered any complicated family crisis...?
Yeah, a really complicated one...
Well, let's just move on to my stories...
...
"It's okay, let's just drink... my children will look for me if I'm drunk..."
How would you feel when your own mother said so to her friends...?
Yeah, at first I was like, "Oh well, whatever..." but then, "No, this isn't rite... Something is not rite..."
I dunno but somehow I felt so uncomfortable with it.
I'm just too worried about her, I don't want her to be this way... There should be another way to overcome stressful situations instead of consuming alcohols...
Oh, by the way, stressful situations...???
Why didn't she find us for solutions or helps then...? Does her friends really help her by that way...?
Mum, you're not young anymore... Please stop doing this...
Dad wouldn't be happy to see this if he's still here, but still he's watching over us from afar.
How could you not aware of that...?
I'm just worried bout your health...
At your age, you should just stay at home and rest... Plant some flowers and breed some pets instead. Isn't that even relaxing...?
It's not that I'm forbidding you to drink but you'll over thinking after you get drunk, and you even drive.
How could I not worried..?
Think about it, mum...
Please, someone, if I died young and if you knew my mum, please tell her this...
I LOVE HER...I really wish that you could change, mum... I'll pray for it...
...
"Please, fetch me to work, do that do this... bla.. bla.. bla.. Don't count on mum, she's useless and hopeless..."
Yeah, this 1 is a story of another bastard in my family that really breaks my heart to even think about it...
When I listened to this every freakin' time I fetch my bro,
I was like,
"If you know our mum is that kinda person, why count on her then...??!
Look at yourself, you're freakin' 30 years old and you even got 3 children, why can't you think by your own brain...?? You should be able to think better than me, I'm just a 20 years old amateur..!"
Dear brother... you're fortunate to still be able to walk on your own feet, why can't you find your own way of living then...? Why can't you take eldest brother as your example...? Look at him now, he lived happily with his family without even troubling us. Look at sis, she got a caring husband, she lived by herself without troubling mum too... but why the hell can't you then...??!!!
Did you know, because of you, I'm the one that suffered the most...!
I have to comfort mum with my own way, you know it yourself that I'm not a good talker...
I have to tell stepdad that mum will be alrite and stop worrying bout her...
Worse thing is, I'm working part time, bro..
Do you know how hard it is to work for free in the daylight and work hardly at nite for just RM15-RM20...?
I worked so I won't trouble mum for my car fuel and my daily expenses..
Why can't you see that...???
Get a life, man...!
Huu~...
Please, dear family... This is not what I'm expecting of...
Why can't we be as happy as other family does...?
Healthy and cheerful...
Is that impossible for you guys...???
Please, please get a better life...
I beg you guys...!
